Lolita

So I started reading Lolita and I didn't get pass the first pages without having to check the dictionary at least two times in ONE LINE, and it does not look pretty. I mean if you have to read iconic books such as Lolita at least have the decency to master English, and I do!
But reading the book does nothing but prove me wrong. It’s frustrating!
I have this theory about writers who don’t write in their own language; they always tend to exaggerate and use big words, it’s a sort of show off. Witch is for insecure people, witch makes the writer less interesting then the book. It’s a torture.
So please please tell Vladimir Nabokov I know he can speak English! Because I don’t!
Here is the PDF check it out and check my misery with it. 
PDF Vladimir Nabokov Lolita

Friends!

The other day a friend and I were discussing something and she said “oh just shut up we don’t have the same taste”.

It’s a funny thing to say especially if the person is your best friend it makes me wonder if we don’t have the same taste, then why are we together in the first place.

The thing is I never choose my friends I just wait until I get chosen and it’s never done by the most interesting people either. That’s a very mean thing to say, I know, but it’s true.

And that’s what you get for not being in control.

Or let’s assume I am in control, I’m the worst at evaluating people. It doesn't mean I don’t. I do wonder and presume what their personalities are like; sometimes I get it right sometimes I don’t.

The problem is they never interest me, I can be pretty choosy.  

It got me thinking of all the people I could be interested in knowing, and all I got is one person and I remember there was an incident that made me quit.

Vampire

I literally feed on people’s weakness so much that if these weaknesses were some sort of blood I could be a vampire or even worse Dracula.

For example I say to myself all the time that I’m the most disoriented person, but at least I’m quiet aware of  ,even though  it doesn't change much about it, but come on!

But when I talk to some people, God does it make me feel good to see how disoriented they are (notice the writing? that’s what I got from catcher in the rye).

But the virtual part is the best. Just reading all these tweets and Facebook posts makes me feel like I’m a superior human being.

I always imagine the minutes before that post was published and how its writer didn't notice its stupidity. It’s just sad.

People can be stupid sometimes so why not feed on that. It doesn't do them any harm but boy does it do me good! (@catcher in the rye)

That been said I think I’ll be one of them. Well there are always comments and followers; I mean who’ll mind that, even if some people think it’s stupid.

Nah I’m just kidding.  

Soul mate

I read somewhere that as the people keep “generating” the chance in finding someone that we hit it off with is more and more unlikely to happen, it’s a bit strange and unorthodox I know.

Personally I have never met someone that shares the same ideas and tastes as me, besides my sister, but that’s only natural, and I think it’s most unlikely to happen so that statistic or what ever it is doesn't add me much.

That is what we call “a soul mate” I guess, well I don’t believe in it then. I have just answered the most existential question about love and not with a good answer either.

That doesn't mean I’ll stop fantasizing about this so called “soul mate” because that’s the closer I’ll ever get to him.

You must think that I’m the most schizophrenic person ever. But it makes sense in my head.

It’s all a part of my “hoping for the best but expecting the worse” plan.

No introduction!

No introduction

I’m a student at accountancy and I have always hated this domain. I would always say that I can’t imagine myself setting in an office all day long doing something I really don’t like.

But it’s all from the past. Now I believe that it’s not important for a person to peruse a career that he actually likes, in fact if you just substitute the word “like” for “tolerate” it’s all going to be fine.

You see I believe in imperfection a person can and will never have it all in his lifetime.

That been said it is okay to do something you don’t like, but you tolerate, for your living as long as the money is good. 

It’s all about the money it comes from it and what would you do to distract yourself with it.

For example a horny man doesn't have to like a prostitute to sleep with her. Because at that point he is just looking for the satisfaction and she will do the job like any other women.

As he is looking for satisfaction, I am looking for living the “good life” and as he goes and finds himself a prostitute, I work in accountancy (just in case the example was ambiguous).